WHOA THIS BLOG EXISTS, LOL I FORGOT

Perhaps it's time we come back to it? :3

Sooo, FGF5 has kinda lost contact in the past year (rather, I've lost touch with FGF5), but with the creation of a Facebook group for us (Thanks Amanda!), we've rekindled the romance that once bloomed under the beautiful Light "I'm a gay" Yagami and Trollsiah and SHINee (bring back Jonghyun!!!).

Though it's not the same, of course.

Lots of things have transpired in our lives and we've grown apart, unfortunately. Our interests and our lives have changed significantly. We've all grown up a little in this past year, and our priorities are now elsewhere. At least, that's what I can say for myself. I'm about to graduate from high school, I have an amazing boyfriend with whom I am completely enamored (a very different situation from when I posted last on this blog), and life's good. I'm sure everyone else is enjoying life right now too.

I'm happy to have these girls back in my life though. They always pop up in my mind, and now that we talk a lot more, I remember how happy I was when they were my best friends and how we trusted each other with everything. I miss having that. They were the girls I could tell anything to without judgment. They were the ones I could rely on for sound advice because they really did care about me. A group of crazy, hormonal, crazy fangirls with which I am proud to call my trusted friends and whom I will never ever forget. 

Earlier this year I thought I had found my best friends in the girls I have made close bonds with at school, but that's all crumbled by this time. I don't know if it's my fault that I've lost those relationships or what, but I know now that I was naive in calling them my true friends. I still enjoy their company and appreciate the time we spend together, but things have reached a superficial point. And at this point, I don't really care to preserve the closeness of these friendships when we all go our separate ways in college. Sure I'll maintain some sort of contact, but I'll never work as hard to keep it up as I did with FGF5.

When FGF5 was at its peak, we were in constant communication with each other and we wanted to be. We loved each other. We wrote fics about each other, we gave each other crazy nicknames, we assumed roles of the unnies and the maknae line that would seem ridiculous to other people. This kind of friendship and connection I've never had with people I've met at school. But I'm glad I found it in this group of fantastic girls.

I really regret losing touch with them over the past year. But I'm so glad I now have the opportunity to re-strengthen the bonds I had with these girls and I won't ever stray from them ever again. 

Maybe one day we'll actually meet up all together? :)

Racing thoughts.

I guess when I made my "My Dreams" video, I left something out--something that comes up very close to first beside producing a song with Junhyung. It may seem dumb to some and a bit impossible, but I really do want FGF5 to become a girl group. Maybe not in Seoul (although I wish) but just to perform together, even if it's at small concerts and gatherings. I want to make catchy songs together and create choreography and perform for crowds! Haven't you ever pictured us really doing that? Or am I alone in this fantasy?

I know we are capable of doing this...that's why I'm so passionate about it really happening.

She killed my ego~

Today, I created #AlterEgoDay

My alter ego has long, brown hair, blue eyes, and likes wearing lens-less glasses. Her name is Jun.

She grew up in California is now attending a Performing Arts college in Seoul. She wants to join a training agency for singing and dancing.

She is girly and likes to do aegyo.

She hopes to marry Doojoon one day.

Who is your alter ego?

Hello all! They call me Pineapple Squirrel

...but P.Squirrel or Rachael for short ^^ 

Okay so a little about me! My name is Rachael and I'm a college freshman at a small university in Alabama. I am the second oldest of FGF5, as I will be 19 in less than a month! I am studying Music Management with a double minor in International Studies and Entrepreneurship. I'm extremely into all kinds of music and listen to music all different languages.

Here enjoy a selca^^


I got into anime around my freshman year of high school. The first one I ever watched was Fruits Basket and that summer I spent my time watching it and reading the manga. That really kicked off my love for Japan. As time escalated I started my sophomore year and I started watching more and more anime. I also, at the time, got into Taiwanese dramas. Once I started my junior year I found tumblr and the force while I was trying to expand my anime knowledge. The first k-pop song I ever heard was Lucifer by SHINee, or so that is what I thought, but when I was younger my friends and I listened to Rokugo by Super Junior -T all the time. Now after almost two years I am going strong in the k-pop fandom, always listening to new music :3

Odd Facts about me: I absolutely hate hospitals and nursing homes, they scare the living shit out of me. Besides listening to k-pop, I'm really into the Indie music scene of the world. I listen to some Korean Indie and a lot of Indie music honestly. I speak broken French and plan to take Japanese/Korean at college so I can study abroad in the Asian music scene. When I'm out having fun I like to go to shows, shop, and pretend I'm some awesome Socialite. I work at a movie theater and if I end up staying, I plan to apply for manager this upcoming summer. I love to travel and explore. I also like to take pictures. I will soon be getting a hammy-down Nikon D40 from my mother.

OMNOMNOMNOM KIESH

Hello, minna-san ^^ Kychelle, here! I guess I should make an intro post about me?

My FGF5 nickname is Rice Crispy Cat, but it's a bit long, so call me Kychelle (key-SHELL) or Kiesh for short. I'm a senior in high school in the IB program, and I am 1/5 of FGF5 :) I'm the only Asian in the group (a Filipina, to be exact) and I'm also really short. I think I beat Amanda by about half an inch though... /fist pump lol. Like the rest of the Force, I like me some anime and k-pop (though I've kind of gotten out of the k-pop fandom recently...). Dis is mah face (a quick selca while waiting for some friends at Busch Gardens):

In our group, I'm the lead dancer, and that came from the fact that I am actually a dancer, lol. I'm a hip hop, jazz, and lyrical ballet dancer, and I'm the captain of my school dance team. :) I'd like to think I'm pretty good at what I do... lol.

I like singing and I can play the guitar and the piano and I used to play the violin. I'm sure I could figure it out again if I picked it up... Haha. I'm probably the worst writer in the Force, but I did write the infamous passage describing Papa Rain and his gorgeous bod in my story Fixing Amchelle, which is far from complete and probably won't ever be finished ever (lol sorry not sorry).

Random facts, GO!: Unlike the rest of the group, I hate thunder and lighting storms and cower in fear when they come around. Tornadoes are horrifying. I love sushi. I have an unexplainable obsession with the song "Work Out" by J.Cole. Other than k-pop, I jam out to indie and punk bands all ze time, and I don't hesitate to throw a little Disney Channel bubblegum pop in there too. My shoes are a size 7. I am obsessed with the Harry Potter and Hunger Games franchises. I cannot live without chewing gum. I go to Taco Bell all the time but I never buy anything there. I drive a green Dodge Caravan with the middle seat taken out. I keep my graphing calculator in my purse. My flash drive is in the shape of a hippopotamus. My phone looks like a Blackberry but it's definitely not as cool, so my friends and I call it a "Wackberry." My first anime was Inuyasha and the first k-pop song I've ever heard was "Last Farewell" by Big Bang. I got a 2070 on my first SAT with like 1 day of studying and I really want to go to Johns Hopkins University to study Genetics.

Umm, I don't know what else to say, so I'm gonna go now!

Bye-bye!~ <3

Love much,
Kychelle~

The Irony

Hello, my name is Amanda, aka Pope Dog. Now, let me just set this straight--for a while, I didn't like my name "Pope Dog"; I felt like it didn't suit me. But now I have finally understood the irony that is my name Pope Dog, and I love irony, trust me. I am a sarcastic, ironic bitch. Now, how is Pope Dog ironic? Well, I am not religious at all anymore.

BUT

as Pope Dog, I feel like I am king....KING OPPA.

BOW DOWN TO YOUR OPPA

FOR I AM

KING

OPPA

PSquirrel Obsession: Code Geass

Okay let's get something straight right before I make this post.

I SHIP THIS:


And this:


And this:


and honestly I ship almost every pairing in this damn anime.

Now that the boring stuff is over lets get back to how this is my obsession. I had put off watching this anime for the longest time and honestly I have no idea why. This anime is amazing. It's cute. It's actiony. And it fucking tears my heart out and steps on it repeatedly.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT I DO NOT CARE.
I could just keep watching and watching and watching all day long for the rest of my life and I would not get over it.
I also like to make fun of it. In the wee hours of the morning mixed with some hysteria I have renamed Lelouch into Da Douche because everyone just says it so damn fast that I think it's DA DOUCHE every time I hear it.

Okay there really is no point for me to continue this post but to tell you that I love this anime and no I haven't finished yet and I'm pretty sure that at the end of the anime I will curse it to the dark depths of fictional hell but as of right now we are all good in the hood.

P.Squirrel Out.